dimana aku ??

"dimana aku berada ?"

a stupid question that I ask to my self.
sejujurnya...saat ini gw bener2 ngerasa ga berpijak. Bumi yang gw tempati saat ini begitu menyesakkan. Jauh dari rasa nyaman yang selama ini gw dapetin di bumi sebelumnya. jauh dari bahagia. smile that I show everyday honestly is a fake. Tapi bisa apa gw...gw cuma manusia biasa yang masih harus mentaati perintah sang penguasa. masih manusia biasa yang harus tunduk pada peraturan. masih hanya seorang wanita biasa.

Harapan gw cuma suatu saat nanti gw bisa tersenyum...real smile, di bumi ini, dengan semua rasa yang pernah gw rasakan di bumi sebelumnya...gw ga minta berlebihan. Hanya real smile...that's it !!



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13/03/2012 - 12.14 PM

...Don't You Remember...

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said
No final kiss to seal anything
I had no idea of the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness
And a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head

But don't you remember ?
Don't you remember ?
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I would roam
More I do, the less I know

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness
And a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head

But don't you remember ?
Don't you remember ?
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

I gave you the space so you could breathe
I kept my distance so you would be free
And hope that you find the missing piece
To bring you back to me

Why don't you remember? Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When will I see you again?


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Nice damn song from Adele..
Kaya biasanya, gw ga tau kenapa suka banget sama lagu ini

lirik yang ini..

" I gave you the space so you could breathe
I kept my distance so you would be free
And hope that you find the missing piece
To bring you back to me "

bring me a lot of thing to think
remind me to everything he did to me
every single act he did to me
all about him

setiap dia menghilang tanpa alasan
setiap dia dengan sesukanya pergi
setiap dia kembali tanpa merasa bersalah
setiap dia akhirnya mencari gw kembali

pada akhirnya cuma bisa menerima
dan kembali berpikir logis
jangan berharap terlalu banyak
bahkan dengan dia yang kita cintai sepenuh hati



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